Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Sometimes... I don't realize...

Sometimes.... I don't realize that...

I hurts people around me...
I make people angry with me...
I make people dislike me...
I make people shame...

Sometimes.... I don't realize that...

my words is too harsh....
my action is too rude...
my action is wrong...

Sometimes... I don't realize that...

people feel sick with me...
people can't work with me...
people don't want to listen to me...

Sometimes... I don't realize that...

people misunderstood my actions...

people misunderstood my words...

Sometimes... I don't realize that...

I really hurt people around me...
I am not professional enough...
I am not strong enough...
I am not good enough...

And when I realize...

It's too late... people already hurts...

I feel very guilty... I can't have a good sleep... I'm really feel something wrong with me....

but... there is something I realized... I'm already did my best... that's what I can say...

p/s: just for me to realize....

8 comments:

Liyana said...

as for me, I realized that kind of attitude inside me...
especially bila marah...
pernah dulu marah sebab ada orang potong queue masa kat U Cafe...
sampai kawan2 kata, garang gile ko ni Liyana...
tapi bila orang dah tau 'kelemahan' diri kita...
lagi senang mereka nak memahami...
cuma kadang2 kita tak dapat mengelak dari melakukannya lagi...
bukan meminta cuma mungkin benda tu dah sebati...
I mean, this view is from my perspective...
something that already exist inside me la...

Jepah said...

>>>liyana:
setiap org ade "kelemahan" masing2...
kita sentiasa berusaha untuk tidak menunjukkan "kelemahan" kita....
tetapi kdg2, kita tidak sedar yg kita buat sesuatu itu... btol x?
kita mmg tiada niat pun nk buat mcm tu...
setiap org ada fahaman tersendiri,kan?

shamel said...

eh..real life ke ni jep?!!
Oh tersentuh pulak aku membacenye..tp ni la yg dikatakan muhasabah diri ye. Bagus tu. kalau kte rase ade wat x btol..cpt2 betulkan. Biar org x nmpak..atau 'realise' itu..tp tuhan nampak ye.

wah..cam ustaz plak aku!

Jepah said...

>>>shamel:
real life la..
tp, bile kite xde niat nk lukakan mane2 pihak, ade je yg menuduh mcm2...
kdg2, tindakan & percakapan kita pun bleh di terima dgn pandangan yg salah... =(

nadia said...

nobody is perfect.
apa yg boleh buat ialah keep the past as good lesson&keep improve ourself.

Jepah said...

>>>nadia:
btol2...
that's what i'm doing now... huhuhu

Mohd. Ramadan said...

Tak kisah la.. haha...

Jepah said...

>>>ramadan:
up to u...